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Her Ghost Haunts My Mind
08:14
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There are not enough words to say how much I miss you
My heart is drowned in sadness and despair
The anguish that is eating away at my chest
Sometimes I feel your touch on my body, but unfortunately it is only an illusion
I'm emotionally frustrated, you're far away, with someone else
We are separated, fate joked with me
I thought we were soul mates
I'm alone now, I'll never have you in my arms again
I try to get up, but my mind drops me down again
I tried to escape with, alcohol and drugs
In everything I try, and I end up failing
And with you it was no different, I let you escape
I’m sorry
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The Invisibility Anthem
04:07
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The anguish that dwells in me
The loneliness that makes me more and more comfortable
I would feel better about myself if I were invisible
I just wanted to disappear, to be invisible
Darkness seems like a good thing now
She seems to call me tenderly
So cold and serene, it makes me feel good
As if I never existed, I feel right here
I actually feel hollow, maybe I'm already dead inside
Who is suposed to know?
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I.D.W.T.G.T.P.
03:59
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I've been trying to avoid certain people
They always suck all my happiness and peace
Always find a way to leave me or bothered
They want to see me suffer, but they don't show
The human being is horrible, always trying to overthrow his neighbor as if he were nothing
I don't want to live in such a world, but I also don't want to die to give them pleasure I don't want to give them reason, I don't want to show weakness
They do everything I can to give up.
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I'm in a deep and dark abyss
This abyss is infested with pain and sadness
No matter how many times I scream, no one can hear me
I carry the burden of loneliness
Like a cross I don't know how long I'll resist
Every day that goes by
I feel like my life didn't make any sense
My life didn't make any sense
I carry the burden of loneliness
Like a cross I don't know how long I'll resist...
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5. |
Crying Impostor
10:19
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Like the world I live in, my sadness is colossal
All the vivid colors that were once a delight to my eyes are now the purest gray, like the same ashes where I buried my former self
I have no reason to rejoice, except when alcohol eats away at my putrefying body.
I've found the comfort I didn't have when I was a kid in a bottle of cheap wine that welcomes me like I've never been before.
While sober, my mind is raped by demotivation
The fear of failure grows in my chest and the air runs out, it's hard to breathe when I see shadows of the monsters that dwell in me
My demons break free from my mind and prove the failure that I am and always will be
But I know it's my mistake, the effects of the medicine are gone, my flesh is no longer saved from this cruel world.
The brutality of the words echoing in my head makes me my personal Impostor
Crying Impostor, Crying Impostor
I start crying and sabotaging myself, cutting myself, getting drunk, drugging myself...
Trying to escape reality
Crying Impostor, Crying Impostor
My sick mind leading me to the gallows
I start to cry, screaming for help I'll never get
Crying Impostor!!
It's what I am and I have to accept it...
(Hey, look at his mind being raped by the demons...
It's so good to see him suffering, I could masturbate watching him scream...
Crying Impostor, that's his name, right?
It's what you deserve to be called, you're a weak link between man and the vacuum of loneliness right?
Then you will suffer in the hell you created yourself, living each hour as the eternal torture you deserve)...
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6. |
.--. .-..-. (Pain)
12:26
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My tired eyes say how much I lost my battles
My dark circles show how many nights I wasted
I'm wasting away every day, and the meds don't do any good anymore
No matter how much I drug myself, nothing else has an effect on me but pain.
When I look in the mirror I see a rotting body
When I'm alone I notice a tormented mind
For memories, nostalgia for a past without redemption
How much I've lived was enough to form a man with flaws, ruptures in his structure and exclusion from his soul
My spirit is gone, abandoned me
How many nights of sleep have I lost reminiscing
Of moments, memories that made life make sense
But now they've abandoned me like everyone else does
nobody can help me
I'm lost in the cold night
Walking on a road with no beginning, for a journey that has no end
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Blood flows, I utter thy name
Beloved Lord, I bleed for thee
Hang me upon thy cursed hook
Spit at me for I have failed
I die for your amusement
Brandish me the failure
My life I live to burn
Scald me with your fire
I burn for you
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Crying Impostor SP, Brazil
Dsbm solo project formed by Enrih Strange from Brazil in February 2021. It has a dark and cold atmosphere, full of depressed
words, sorrow, anguish, rage, broken feelings and fear.
A project formed in Sorocaba SP.
linktr.ee/LforD_Prod_Official
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